thoughts about my last post .

I know that most people may think that because all this has come up that I'm a bod person ,but I wanted to say that I'm not' I only cahsed that check ,and started working with the company that sent it to me because I needed the money really bad ,and there was some things that I needed to take care of . I was only trying to get ahead on some bils ,but I can see now that instade of getting ahed I got scroed over big time ,and I kike myself now for being so damm stupid about everything . I wish now that i hadent of cahsed that check ,but at the same time I needed the money ,and thats where I messed up big time I wasent thinking about anything ,and now I have to fix this because its my mestace ,and only mine its up to me now to do what I can to get myself out of this . I know that I only have two options right now 1 is pay it all back in payments or 2 just go to jail for around 5 years ,but I will do one of the two because I will not' run I have learnd that running from your prublums just makes it worse on you so I am going to just think about what I can do about this for now.
I do hope that no one thinks I'm a bad perosn because I'm really not' I just wanted to help my family out with somethings thats all.

I'm still here for a while anyway?

well I'm back but I know that its been a long time sense I last posted ,and thats because there has been so many things going on around here ,and I am yet once again looking for work ? yeah I know it really sucks because I really did like the job its self ,but standing up starght for 8 hours a day was killing me so bad. I have had so maythings going on this past few weeks ,and most of it I can't say on here ,but I may not' able to blog for a while if I don't come up with at lest $4,000 dollars within the next 30 days I will be in jail ,and no I did not' kill anyone or stil anything I chashed a check that was sent to me through the us mail ,and I cashed it ,and then found out today that that check bounsed like a rubber boll ,and so now I have to pay all that money back ,and I don't have a job anymore I don't have any money so if yall don't see me around then you will know where I am ok. well anyway thats just about all thats been going on here other then the fact that I have had some people teartoing to kill me ,but thats just about everything that I have been dealing with I hope that you all are having a great week ,and I will post later on this week if i can .
hope

I'm back in the working game now

well starting tomorow morning I am going back to work so if ya'll don't see me around for the week you will know that I'm working hard all week long lol
I will still be posting though ,but it my only be on the weekends though sense I'm going to be working on 2nd shift five days a week now. anyway I hope that all ya'll are doing well I have to get ready for work in the morning so I will post about it later on this week to let you all know how its going .