thoughts about my last post .

I know that most people may think that because all this has come up that I'm a bod person ,but I wanted to say that I'm not' I only cahsed that check ,and started working with the company that sent it to me because I needed the money really bad ,and there was some things that I needed to take care of . I was only trying to get ahead on some bils ,but I can see now that instade of getting ahed I got scroed over big time ,and I kike myself now for being so damm stupid about everything . I wish now that i hadent of cahsed that check ,but at the same time I needed the money ,and thats where I messed up big time I wasent thinking about anything ,and now I have to fix this because its my mestace ,and only mine its up to me now to do what I can to get myself out of this . I know that I only have two options right now 1 is pay it all back in payments or 2 just go to jail for around 5 years ,but I will do one of the two because I will not' run I have learnd that running from your prublums just makes it worse on you so I am going to just think about what I can do about this for now.
I do hope that no one thinks I'm a bad perosn because I'm really not' I just wanted to help my family out with somethings thats all.