is there anything that i can do right???

Sometimes i feel that i can't do anything right ,and i try and try ,but its like i can't make anyone in my family happy. I am so damm sick ,and tired people trying to chang who i really am ,and not' only that ,but i'm also sick of people useing me and then throughing me away like i'm a pice of papper or something. I am just about ready to say the hell with it all ,and throgh in this tawil that want ever stay dry.
I'm sick of people telling me what i need to do with my life ,and who i can ,and can't be with ,and then trying to force me to choes betwen them ,and other people that i care about. I'm sick of being confind in this smill box that want let me out ,and i'm damm tired of people trying to breck my spirit . Right now all i want to do is get shit faced ,and then sleep for about 3weeks or maybe even more then that because,i'm so tired of trying to act like someone that i'm not ,and never will be. I don't know maybe i'm just really being a bitch today ,but i am so sick of telling everyone that everything is alright when most of the time its' not' I am sick of not' having a damm job ,and not' having any money to do anything with I think that i need to go back and talk to my sreank or something because i'm geting so ready to just move away ,and never look back on anything. I feel like i'm being ponished for something that i have no idea of what i did wrong with my life or where i fucked up ,and forgot to trun or if i even passed the socalled right road as my family seems to think ,and if i did pass it by ,and they can't see that i'm almost right where i want to be then i'm just sorry as hell for them because i am going to be who i am ,and that will never change.