Cheers friend's ,and familey

Well last night after finding out tnat my best friend who is like a mother to me was pisset off at me ,and told me that I needed to grow up and stop all the dumb shit that i was doing I desided to just get shit face ,and the really funny part is that I'm now on antideprasentes but right now I don't really give a flying fuck because I know that I did the right thing by saying that I needed help really fucking Bad , and the really funny part is that I just don't know what to do anymore but I think that I did the right thing by fainley saying that I needed help ,and if anyone think's that I was wrong for geting halp with my prublums then I'm really sorry that I did what I feelted was the right thing to do.....