I'm back for a while now.

Hey everyone sorry that I have not' been around latly ,but was out of town for X mas I hope that you all had a great one mine was great it was better then I could have asked for. I spent christmas with my boyfriends family ,and my own so it was really hacktic ,but a lot of fun. I hope that you all had a great one as well I am getting ready for this new year ,and was thinking about posting just a few of my reaolshon's for the big year of 2007 thats comming so soon. I can't belilve that its al ready here I was just now getting use to writing 2006 on everything lol.
anyway here I go again.

1 I hope to find a job

2 I hope to be able to spend more time with the people that I love .

3. I am hoping to work on my addotide thrd's other people like the ones that I don't really like being around ???????

4.I hope to be back in college by this comming spring or summer????

5. what I mostly want out of this new year is to be happy ,and live life to its' fullist that it can be ,and this one is also what I want for all of you as well so have a great save ,and happy new year with love hope.

My Home town "

I just thought that I would post a little something about my home town for ya'll today I was thinking about how I have posted about me ,family ,friend's ,my horses ,my life ,but I started thinking about posting about where my life all begain.
my life begain back on november the 10th 1986 in this very house that I am living in now. I was born in this house ,and so far no matter where I go I will alway's call this home . This town that I live in only has about 200 people living in it ,and the nerist walmart is almost an hour away so I live out in the middle of no where. There are only two stor's in the town of concord ,and nothing to do for fun ,but go riding on the horses ,or walking . The was once a dinner here ,and it had a pool table ,but they got rad of that so now there is nothing to do at all in concord. I have lived here in this same town now for 20 years ,and still nothing has ever changed. There is only one thing about this town that will never change ,and that is that every one know's everything about everyone ,and everything that goes on around this town. That can be a good thing ,and it can also be a bad thing because in a town like this one you alway's have to watch your back sense everyone know's what your doing all the time that's the part that really suck's about living here? I have learnd the very hard way that you can't ever trust the people in this town that say they are your friend's because they only want to help you when its' good for them ,and then when they don't need you in their life's anymore they will trun on you like a pit bull ,but thats just how I see it . Ok I'm dune bitching now have a great day everyone

"The Road"

The road was long ,and hard but it was a road that she knew she had to travel in order to have the life that she wanted.She alway's wondered what it would be like to have all the thing's that she had only seen in her derams, and if she would ever get the chance to reach out , and be something more then she was. She had a life already ,but she wanted to become more ,and she wanted to be somewhere elase she wanted to travel the wrold ,and go to all the place's that she had read about in book's.She alway's wanted to go to spain , Italy ,and all the other place's that she had heard about. She knew that this road was going to be very long ,and hard but she also knew that she would have to travel this road inorder to ever do all the thing's that she had only seen in her dream's.

~RUNNING HORSE~

The reason that I wrote this is to try ,and ecsplane how I see the thing's that I have done throughout my life ,and to try show other's that even if sometime's we may all have to make that chous at some pont in our live's or another , as I have done this myself I know how hard it can sometime's be Thats all I was trying to say does this make any sense to anyone ?

Thanking back to when I first started blogging ?

As I set here tonight ,and think about the very first post that I ever did I can't help ,but also think about the fact that I only had one person ,that came to my blog every day ,and that was kari ,but now I have so many of ya'll so many more then I ever would have thought. so I would just like to deadacte this post to all of you who come here every day ,and read my work ,and give me a reason to go on posting thank you all for comming by . When I had been a blogger for only a munth or so I was going to quit blogging ,but then you all come out nowhere so I just wanted to say thank you all for letting me know that I do have a good reason to keep on posting . I really want to say thank's to Kari for being the very first one to come over so this is to you kari I miss you ,and hope to see you back here in blogger land really soon my friend.

its' a pic that I twicked one day

This photo I took last summer ,and I got really bord one day so I mead just a few ajotment's to it ,but I like the way that it truned out .

This pic I Think really say's it all for everyone in the world.

ok I'm listing five song's that I like that are all new

1. I love you more ,but don't know who sing's it its' a country song?

2.lips' fo an angel by hender.

3.smack that by akon

4.we even lost super man by kenny rogger's

5.Chan hang low by the jibb's

ok that all the new song's that I have heard when I was sick so I thought that I would post about them .

OK I'm back now

I am doing so much better ,and am ready to get back to posting again .
It feel's good to be well again ,and be able to go hunting this afternoon I hope that I get that buck tonight so wish me luck ,and keep your finger's crossed ok.

"Life Goes On"

Life goes on sometim's wether we want it to or not' we can say that we wish we could go back in time ,and change thing's ,but we can't because life goes on. We can say how much we don't like letting go of thing's in life ,and that we wish our loved one's could still be here with us ,but we have to understand that life goes on. We may never understand when or why something in our live's is going to change ,and we may not ' want to see these thing happen ,but life does go on ,and we must all just take each ,and every day as it come's and be the happeist that we can be because life is much to short to be wast by alway's wondering why so many thing's have happend to us . Life goes on ,and so must we even if at times that is so hard to do we must go on liveing because its' what god want's us to do all we have to do is just take his hand ,and he will pull us through our bad time's . As life goes on so must we its' what we are ment to do.

Running Horse

I'm going to take a breack from posting untile monday

I AM feeling some better ,but I am just still not' feeling that great so I AM GOING to be in bed untile monday . I dident even get up today untile 3.pm I was up all night coughing ,and dident get much sleep. So I am going to eat me a nice big pot of soop ,and drink me some orong joic ,and hope that will help get better I think that I must have cought the bug thats going aroung or something I have been sick sense sunday ,but anyway I will be back on monday I am posting one new thing now ,and then will start posting again on monday so I hope you all have a great weekend ,and take care .

Here is another song that I really like

This song is called ONLY TIME "

Who can say where the road goes when the day flows only time.
who can say if your love grows as your heart chose only time.
Who can say why your sighs as your love flies only time , and who can say why your heart cries when your love lies only time.
Who can say where the roads meet that love might be in your heart , and who can say when the day sleep's if the night keeps all your heart night keep's all your heart that can if your love grows as your heart chose only time.
And who can say where the road goes where the day flows only time
Who can say only time
Who can say only time.

this song is by ENYA
I love this song because I feel that it is like a part of me because I am alway's the one to say that time has a way for everything ,and that there is a time for everything so in a way I can coneact myself with this song if that make's any sense at all.

alright its' my trune again lol

Last night before I went to bed I tagged Barngodess Rachial ,and Marty then Rachal Tagged me back with my own tagg today so here I go this is my list of 8 thing's that are my most favret memorys so here I go.



1. when I was 5 years old my Uncal would come down he was a mecanic ,and I would always be out helping him under the car. I was alway's spending time with him because he was like a father to me I miss him so much this is a thought that I have thought about in year's.


2.when I was seven my dad ,and oldist sister came up ,and I got' to see my dad that was only the thired time that I had ever seen him ,and he died just one munth after he was up visiting me I will always charish that memory for as long as I live.

3. The day that I killed my very first deer was on X(mas) day back in 2004 I was so happy not' only because I got one ,but because I mead a 162 yard shot I was so proud of my self that day.

4. when I was 15 I got to see CHer in conceart ,and I was only 2 row's from the stage that was so cool I will never forget that day I had so much fun .

5. when I was about 14 ,and I road a horse for the very first time ,and I was so happy to know that I could do it ,and not' fall off lol

6. The day that my sister got merried I will forever faver this one because that was the only time that me ,and her really talked about each other ,and even though that I don't like pink I was so happy that I was envolved in the wedding that ment more to me then she will ever know.

7.One day while I was in school a guy boght me a 15lb hershise kisses ,and asked me to be his valintine now how coudl I have said no that was a very big pice of chaclet for me ,and that was so sweet of him ,but in the end we are still very good friend's to this day.

8.alright last but not' lest my most favret one of all is the day that my Colt was born Angel was born on my father's birthday ,and people say that I'm crazy ,but I belilve that my dad sent here to me letting me know that every thing will be alright . Ok thats my list of eight now I'm not' going to tagged anyone elase with this one ,but maybe later on I will come up with a good one for ya'll .

I am Tagging ?

I am tagging

Barngoduess
Marty
Rachil

so if your name is on this list have fun .........

I just thought that before I go off to bed that I would tagged some of yall'

ok I have never tagged anyone ,but I'm the one tagging now so I want ya'll to make a list of 8 thing's that you would conseder to be some of your most favret memory's ,and then you get to tagged who ever you want ,but if you don't want to tagg anyone that's ok to. to thouse of you that I am tagging I'm comming for you right now have fun this may not' be the best tagg that you have ever seen ,but its' also My first one so have fun ,and here I come.

My Baby Girl

This is Sophia's moon light Angel
she was born on march the 7th the same day as my father's birthday so that's why I call her angel because I belilve that she was sent to me from my father.

The Cloud's after a bad storm.

I took this one when I was going hunting last year ,but I never mead out deer hunting because I was cought staring at these cloud's for about an hour.

here's some more pic's to look at that I took

hey everyone sense I am not' feeling to well I just thought that I would post some photo's for now sense I don't feel like writing any poetry tonight I'm just going to let you all look at the pic's that I have taken this year ok . When I feel like it I will start posting poetry again ,but untile then here is my pic's for the day.

I have been tagged BY Barngoddess so here I go.

Barndoddess tagged me with 6 thing's that are wired about me like her I also have a long list of thing's that most people conseder to be wired of me ,but I will post the one's that even I find wired ok.

1. I love Smaling of freash deer blood after I kille one.

2. I talk to my self a lot when I'm buliding something ,but this only happen's when I 'm working with wood don't know why?

3. I love getting greas on my hand's ,and elboe's from working underneth the truck.

4.I like eating Carker's ,and Icecream together .

5. I am afread of stuffed deer head's on the wall ,but yet I can hunt I know that's a wired even I think so .

6. When I get up in the morning the first thing that I do is tell people not' to talk to me untile I deside if I want to be in a good mood or not' then thats if I have my Mouten dew first thing in the morning. I'm so not' a morning person ,but more of the night life tyip that's all.

well I mead it through thank god I was about to worry there for a sec ,but I mead it that was really fun now I'm going go off to town ,and do some shoping .

This is what A true Friend is "

I have been reading ,and seeing a lot of thing's this past week ,and I have been doing a lot of thinking about this ,and what I have desided is that there are not' very many people left out there that you can call your friend as I thought about this I desided to post what I think a real friend should be ? I belilve that a person can have friend's ,best friend's but you really only have friend's if there true friend's ,and that is something that is still out there ,but finding them is so hard these day's? To me the way that I see it is that a friend will be there sometime's for you ,but A real true friend will alway's be there for you when you need them the most .Have any of you ever heard that new country song that is call YOU FIND OUT WHO YOUR FRIEND'S ARE ?? I love that song it is so true ,and strat to the pont. I have learnd the hard way that some people are there only when it's for their beonfet only ,and then there is the one's that are alway's there no matter what I have been blessed as far as that goes' I have found many friend's that are true one's ,but also the one's that where only there because they wanted something from me . so I f there is one thing that I can say to make sense out of what I have said it is this . You find out who your true friend's are ,and when you find people that are like this you need to hold on to them because that Is something that is getting harder ,and harder to find these day's . I have also been seeing where many people have been hurting other's on there own blog's ,and other thing's I am not' one of thouse people I only try to help other's ,and never once have I ever saked anything in retruen from anyone that I have ever met before. I mind my own bisunss ,and wish that other people could sometime's do the same I keep my openoun to my self most of the time so that no one's feeling's ever get hurt ,and so that everyone goe's home happy anyway I just wanted to post something , but I don't know really why I posted this I guess maybe because I wanted you all to know what kind of person that I am on the inside I am alway's the way that I am ,and some people may not' like that but I am who I am ,and every one elase is who they are so why can't everyone just get along is what I would like to know ??
Ok I'm done about that for good now I just had to get this off my chist have a great day everyone.

Sense its' almost Cristmoese I would post about family so here I go

This was also taken at my sister's wedding this is one of my most favret one's because it has all of us girl's in it . On left my oldist sister Debbie next to here My little shadow my nece then the beatyfull bride my sister whitney ,and then you guessed it me ,and then our couen Brook . But as you all may know I hate pink really hate it ,but this was what my sister mead me where sense I was the mead of hounr ack??lol This is the only time that anyone has ever seen me in pink because I don't like this cololr at all ,but then again don't know why either? The really funny thing is that all of us that are in this photo are more the camo tipe people not' the dress wareing tipe lol ,but on very specill day's you might see me all dressted up ha ha but don't hold your breath for to long only when we have to lol.

More photo's I have nothing to do so I 'm blogging all day long?

This is how I feel this year about hunting you set ,and you wait but you never see anything untile you trun your head? I had an 8 pont that came right up lastnight about 20 yard's right in front' of me ,but when I coked my gun he took off only leaving me the sight of his big white tell waving goodbye. That is alright though because boe season is still open untile feb, and I will get him then maybe I hope so anyway I have been watching this deer for about 2year's now ,and its' time to brang him in I think .

It's another one of my pic's that was taken lastyear in decmber.

This is red this photo was taken last wenter around december I love this one because I got the snow in the pic as it was falling down from the sky.

I got this thing to working right again thank god now I can post my pic's again.

This is My nece Danyeal
This photo was taken at my sister's wedding back in arpil of this year. don't she look quti she was the gust book keeper ,and the right hand person that was helping me with the decoration's for the wedding. This child never seese to amaze me she was born way before her time I think even though she is only 8 she act's more like she is my age lol well anyway I thought that I would just share this with you ,and let you all see a part of my life that I always talk about ,but never show ya'll so I hope that you like this.

bloger is being an asswhole today

this blogger is not' working for anything it took away the add photo for the post thing, and now I can't post photos anymore I don't know what to do either about this ?? can anyone help me fix this thing ???

for james lee the love of my life

Everything To Lose This I say Unto You
I have most everything to lose ,but when I look at you I can see that everything that I will lose is farily brand new. Everything that I have to give unto you is the one thing that I hold forever dear ,and true my heart is what I wish to give unto you. I wish to give unto you the gift of my love ,and trust for that one day you will be able to see that this of witch I say unto you is very true. I wish to give unto you my body ,soul mind ,and spirit for this I say unto you is most dear ,and true . I wish to give unto you my hand to guid you through this dark time in the road one of witch I say unto you is most dear ,and true. I wish to give unto you my word of Loyalty that is of all most Greatness that I wish for you to me in ,and help you when you feeling bule this I say unto you is most dear ,and true. I wish to give unto you the day of nothing ,but light and good this I say unto you is my one wish to you for you to be happy ,and free and to live a long ,and happy life and all this that I say unto you is what I hold most dear ,and true you are what I hold most dear ,and true its' because you are the love of my life that this I say unto you is most dear ,and true.

I wrote this for the only man that I could ever love ,and I know that it might sound a little bit more loveign then anything that I have ever posted before but just bear with me pleas.